Sun of a Beach
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 at 7:46 PM
the light is glaring. and hurting. its just rather piercing.
ooh imagine your girlfriend saying to you: don't lose me to him.
what do you think of that sentence eh. idk but for myself its a WTF.
in any case it doesn't help knowing that another guy who likes your girl
is texting her often/frequent/quite abit or whatever you deem suits the situation
without knowing that you're her boyfriend. this may not appeal to your thinking
but i can't help feeling jealous. okay text so what? they're probably just close friends.
afterall that guy knows her longer than i did. messaging with that guy makes her happier
than texting me.
so be it. i hate how i have to conceal my identity. its just really selfish.
its not like i need the world to know. i mean if you see him as a worthy friend of yours,
why bother hiding? i know what you may reply but seriously. im jealous.
i feel like some possessive bitch. and i don't really care. its either me or him.
perhaps you wonder why im always thinking so much.
my answer? i really dont see a point explaining already. it will just result in a quarrel.
like what has always been coming between us. i love you baby. and whats your stand.
