Wednesday, July 15, 2009 at 7:40 PM
seriously. wth.
be it in pairs, threes, fours, sixes, there will be an odd one out.
& i doubt i need to elaborate. i'm still dreaming of my france!
i wanna go there to pick up culinary courses and be a baker/chef.
and run my own chains of Art Cafes(:
even the name of the dishes i came up with today is quite interesting.
Fried Apple Gravy with Grilled-Olive Tuna
French Unagi with ChicKen
(Blended) Iced Tea with Caramel/Honey
Parsley & EggNog Island Salad
Brewed Almond Soup Topped with Authentic Roast Duck
Venetian Apple-Gin Iced Nutty Asparagus
i wonder what my crazy brain will think of next.
i seriously am in need of a lifeline. or maybe missfang's "suicide line"
anyway,
my class mates as i mentioned many times are alrdy all into distinctive cliques, and the negative comments from peers are okay, but its really ridiculous and offhand oflate. i cant fit myself in any of the other cliques. i got good friends that are in those cliques. but in class we aren't that close, class politics, and its only outside class i think have them.
and if you wonder why im still like wanting to be good friends with "them", its also for the greater good. this ___, has been verbally and physically abused by all of "them" since lastyear, im one of those who bullied ____ too, cause i was with good terms with "them" till the june holidays. uh huh uh huh. and i constantly make sure i ignore their remarks and i'll just usually attempt to make myself feel bttr by texting my close friends. usually some of them cant reply due to fcking strict teachers, and i'd wish those who reply at least say smth that'll make me feel bttr. i think i ask for too much alrdy. i've typed this much but i dont wish to press enter. i dont want to bother you with shit everyday. neither do i want to see how much*effort you'll put in trying to reply this chunk of crap(:
i wanna see nobody hurt. i rather be the one who gets hurt. cause i already am...
