nobody knows.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 at 6:49 PM
as much as you know i like you, i find it hard to express.
the shell i shy myself in will shield me not much longer.
the steel heart of mine shall rust within.
the hide i hid myself in has start to shed. shed, shedding, shed.
i split myself into two so i can escape my fears.
eplicate my memories and put them in a jar.
i'll throw in whats sad and mad in me.
sooner i'll turn a different kid. and freezing would be less stale.
my day got better. but it isn't perfect without.
i'll wait till the day i find myself able to have proper conversations.
and then love itself will show whats real.
this heart of mind. it doesn't just smile at anyone.
and i'm glad there was you.
