Sunday, July 13, 2008 at 4:57 PM
i feel bad. when i hear your voice. hearing you in vain.
i wish i could say something which could help.
rather than just hang by there, blankly. waiting for you to go on.
i wish you wouldnt be so upset. just let some things be.
sometimes when i would hv to cry to. i'd just do so.
but i'll learn to let things go. it doesnt hv to be literal.
the day you learn, will be the day you mature further.
and see things the way others dnt. and be even more special.
what for be crushed when you cnt please others.
i cnt even please the people around me. i try. try hard.
but i know that sometimes we're not cut out for it.
its always like that. so dnt feel terrible really.
i know they're our closest. but then. they sometimes
just take it out on us. they do love us, they do.
but they have their own emotions to. when they're feeling down.
but they dnt get the privelaige(sp?) of phoning friends to talk.
they dont. afterall, they're grownups. we know not they speak.
promise me, you'd be strong. i said this to someone before.
let your tears be your strength. let it be. why giveup/breakdown.
dont do this to yourself. we live for ourselves, and not for others.
my note to you.
& promise me.
you'll just heal.
-bryan
