Wednesday, June 18, 2008 at 9:46 PM
I had thoughts.
yup (: but its k if no reader is keen.
its my thoughts; for me !
but they were such sudden. i lost my feelings-.-
/dreams; because it was not for me to control.
i just saw it came by. not as though i ever expected it.
yet, it was only a dream. it would be better if it was not true.
then i wouldnt have thought about it & have more thoughts.
thoughts, dreams. r they things that link?
the air just smelt different then, the sounds pure.
my vocab cant do justice to what happened.
it just. i found myself. and you. (why you.)
by the gray rocks at the bay. watching the sunset.
wdv. that sunset isnt the main point.
it just happened to be the setting. z0r!
but then the fishes swam along. they felt alive.
but they are alive. i know it. but in dreams, they arent real.
then people talked about Darwin's Theory of Evolution.
Ape to Man? you think so? then got an answer to the chicken and egg question?
I saw it at that moment. Fish to Merman, to Man. thats evolution.
why does everyone just follow that theory of apes.
talking about characteristics. yes, ape and man r similar.
but that doesnt explain anything. think deep. see it.
characteristics those sea creatures & us share. aplenty.
dnt know how to explain the next thing which happened.
i found myself telling you. what if next. we flew. man flew.
not man from apes. Fish > Merpeople > Man > Flying Man
you wanna call that flying fish, up to you.
what weird thing to actually dream up.
it kept me thinking.
can i be the one to introduce the new life.could i be there to share something new tgt.but why did you even appear in the damn dream.you would just say im dumb, and its impossible.someone better & blah. okay you may read this.fair for you. but really. i swear. before this dream.i never even thought i had any other emotions.till i realised. and i really hate me for seeing it.i know that i would end up hurting myself after this.with no doubt. so why even give me that dream.it was one beauty of a dream. i dont deny that.but do you really mean to give me things and take them away.or things that would really be impossible.but im one who never sees the light. till now, i'm still thinking.hoping for what was in the dream.bryn, you wont want to knowthe outcome. so shut ur fck-ink mouth about it.keep it to yourself. or you'll just let her cut you open and bleed. blah blah.go on, bleed. deep red blood.
-bryan
