Monday, May 05, 2008 at 9:26 AM
Maybe its finally one Sunday whereby im left with expository essay to do. but not intending to.
that feeling. is just sweet/ like flower. i thk im getting addicted to the feeling whereby you're so occupied and there's no time else for anything at all. so im gonna cramp up all my work to one fine day..
phish. really. friends of mine. they're like kites. they have different appearances but really they're the same to me. regardless, i'll let them fly & enjoy the freedom they can receive, but i'll hold on to the strings tightly. im selfish. i wouldnt let go. its not that its hard to let go. but i dontwant to. but for you, love isnt a kite. when its time to, dont hold on to it. they're precious yet when the wind blows, you'll realise sometimes they're just light and not reputable. maybe i dnt get to express what i mean clearly. but these are like feathers. hard to keep by your side but once you've gotten a proper grip of it, it will stay by you. but dnt attach yourself too much to it, for its existence would soon cease. ye, sooon.
& she's my wind. she lightens my sorrow, blow against my pain. sweep the dust from my heart. yet she comes and goes. but i rather it this way. at least i have something to look forward to by the days. and when the wind comes, i know the day would be fine (:
nah, smth from blogthings. monster quiz.
im a ghost :O
i shall italic those which i thk relates to me
I'm Mysterious,
independent, and
often unseen -
you always do things your own way.
You are introverted, shy, and even a little secretive.
(actually its smth along this line)People are dying to know you better,
(like real-.-)but you're a difficult person to know. (yeah)A lot of your contributions to the world are left invisible and unfelt.
Your greatest power: Blending in really well
Your greatest weakness: Being too passive
in relation to my "greatest power", i dnt blend in well i guess. unless you look it in the perspective that im invisible to most. hah. yeah sure. isnt it fun that way-.-
shyt, self-denial once more. & passive? i checked the dict. i dnt see the link. hah!
a quiz from leow's blog.1. At what age do you wish to be married ?
probably 26. this kind of feelings just come & go. dnt ask me why 26. prolly cause its my reg. number? or i'll rather think its just a passing feeling.
2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
i realised i nvr thought abt that. im not sure abt blog buddies though. prolly flower. phish & wind.
they blog more about emotion/life related issues. rather then crap. or maybe just, i can relate to them. mostly :/
3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
i dnt intend to be unrealistic. but is there somewhr where no one gets hurt?
4. If you can have one dream come true, what would it be?
this is gonna be realistic. i want the wind! oops.
5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
yes. because i dnt intend to live in self-denial. im like a crazy shopper if i get hold of money.
6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
the feelings & memories. most imptly, i wan to keep holding on to the wind. but its hard.
7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
if i ever do, i'll know just then who are my real friends. seriously.
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
it is all. dependant on conditions.
9. List out three good points of the person who tagged you.
good points are nt meant to be judged by yourself. everyone is gd if they must. & bad if they shall.
10. What requirement(s) do you wish from your other half?
to form a whole with me. hah!
11. What kind of person do you hate the most?
i dnt hate. it consumes lots of energy :D
12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
i'll stick to be myself. but erase the mistakes i commited. still its impossible. so live on.
13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. What does it mean to you?
if it did mean anything, there wouldnt be such things as breakups and hatred.
14. Who are your besties?
15. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
call me selfish. but i think i'll seek safety.
16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
my stubborness.
17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
it depends on the problems. but oflate. phish. but i rather not have problems!
18. What's your weakest point?
im a greedy hungry piggy.
19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
taking time to do this quiz (:
20. What is the one thing you regret most?
in life, there's alot of reasons to regret for. but dnt. its jst a waste of time. just be positive and go on. because life, goes on. it doesnt wait for you..
i guess im done (:
-bryan
