Friday, April 25, 2008 at 11:33 AM
its a pity really. fancy when you told me you were a loner, i doubted your words.
but i guess it isnt too late for me to realise it was the truth. well now i know it.
and i think its actually time you learnt abt reflection.
i guess you might have started. but i really dont see why you're like such.
first lesson. do not do to others what you wont want others to do to yourself.
im not saying or implying anything here. hm well its demoralizing to get insulted everyday so often. yah you might be thinking: lawl noob so petty. wtfck noob. hahh you now whats my reply? anything-.- because i thought i was the only one who got irritated. but it turned out, about half of us think the same. sadded-.-
okay. you mentioned before me bunch of peeps are weird you dnt know what goes through our mind. yeah its true. neither do we understand you. so you should think fair. not just think how different others are. why not reflect. its more like you're the only one who's hard to understand. in this whole year, i've nvr gotten pissed before. neither am i now. i just thought i ought to let you know how to change. rather than my own previous year, where no one taught me, no one showed me the way. lost boy-.- lonely too. but now things are different. not totally, but slowly changing.
now, now really. things are getting weird. and if it continues, life wouldnt be goo for you la, trust me. see im nice. im not like hypocrite or backstabber or anyth. if people thinks so, boob to ya. hahaha. and really, for the past few days, my physic has been ba. not physics-.- i mean my own physic. feeling quite weak and lousy. cant even hit the damn ball games properly. hahhhh.
and 5items? screwed. i got 2Ds this year. cheer bryn! wdvwdv
and the feeling of watching trains go back, then backtracking. then stoning. then reflecting. its kinda a weird yet cool feeling to be having. wonder if im being sadistic. hahhh :/-bryan
