Saturday, September 15, 2007 at 2:46 PM
No. depress isn't an appropriate word. you. yes you. and you you n you. get out of my sight. yeah. and yes. you're right. everyone's kuku at times. but for some people, everytime :X
and why don't you guys giv a damn on how i feel.. everything to you is that you are unhappy or sian yourself. and some people seriously out there ought to wake up their idea. my impression on them is ruine because they choose to listen those rumours and gossips. aww mann. a pack of bull shitting no lifers. and yes. yesterday was no better. even my own friends don't seem to understand or give a damn.
when they're unhappy or sian. they are unfriendly and nasty with their words. whatever-.-
when their cheerful and all well, nthing better but to niao me or another. i open my mouth to retaliate? i am done for it them. they will pms me or give me a buaysong-cantcareless-ndungiveadamn expressionor reaction. I'm telling you: i had enough. now wake up your ideas. people only bring their sorrows to me. and their happiness not.
even today. i saw naes looking emo. i asked because i was concern. claim it was a bad nose and he felt sian. damnn.. i hate to see my own friends looking so down. but they do they think otherwise? ): I went all out to ask about and evetually walked those bloody stalls. neither sold.o i ran further up and try buy. and because of some tissues naes needed, i bought one big pack of 12. hope its of help. but who cares anyway? no one gives a damn about the concern i show. they just take advantage of it. and yes. i am not like them.. when they do show me concern, i am so touched and feel much happier. but do they bother about those minor acts of concern i show? NO i guess.. and naes claimed ytd he was in a bad mood. yeahcould see true. cheer up.. but i cant see why naes said "he's feeling happier today." wonder wad mask or shit is this.. don't they see how i treasure friendship to the core?
And yes.. jiemin. i know yuu are depressed to. cheer up girl. if people do not give a damn about the concern i show. DAMNED TO THEM. but for the rest, i will try. yes try. to put a smile on their faces :D
-bryn
