Sunday, May 13, 2007 at 8:48 PM
Hey..
-today feels great.. I'm solemn no longer. but what about tomorrow? will I suffer once more?
nvm.. one should learn to live a happy life and be greatful for everything one has already. and I only feel this because I'm emo. which i will repeatedly state that emo = emotional = sensitive to affection around me. which means i am appreciative of every slightest bit of hatred n affection shown by people. which i am not sure if its a good thing or a bad thing.. so since its Mother's Day, i shall take my mum as an example. hmm.. as you read those crap-shit in the newspapers you'll realise that many of us do stupid spastic essays to win mothers day competitions. all those? for the sake of stupid prizes. not even worth lying to yourself how you actually feel. so Obviously i hate such contests and i prefer to post what i feel on my blog.
To me, mothers day is a day where i can express my love to my mum. express it openly. but whats love to me. i believe that most of you would angry love is to be open to your friends/relatives/kins. telling them how you really feel about them giving them a chance to learn and improve. And.. if the really are angered by your words, then thats too bad. you'll then realise that the love both of you share is not complete. and to my own mum. you cant expect me to write an essay of lovely possitive words to make her day. thats pratically cheating her feeble heart. so i jotted down on a piece of paper how i really felt towards her ever bit of action to me. to be honest, most of my feelings towards her were negative but when i did a soul-search and tried understanding her actions, i realised that such misunderstanding/miscommunication can all be solved if both were willing to. so i'm right now working on that and of course. my mum deserves her privacy, so i shall not tell you guys what mushy things happened today. haha. though its actually nothing much.
still, it was pretty enjoyable holding a minor celebration/get together at grandmother's hse with all my kins. hmm... and thats pretty a cool idea of a gift from one of my cousins. i feel like doing it for zero too! zero members. i thinkthi idea shuld be original so i shall post it here, but you can always approach me to ask. harhx... and my delifrance dinner was pretty great though there was a rush for time. had to send my brother back to army. shall only see him again next weekend.
last few words before i end my post,
here's an I love You to all my wives... lol. i got about 56 only.. and 370+ girlfrens.. ssshhh dun tell government.
just to name a few, theres:
Daren, Teejay, Darrick, Daniel, Nicholas, Jesslyn, Felise, Karen, Qiya, Ching Woon, Xiang yu, Sean, Peishan, Muni, Yiping, Wanying II, Iris, Michelle, Jiayun(:, Zheng Hui, Siting, Doria, Kimberley, Heather, Rumeng, Fawn, Glad, Bevie, Kiat Shing, Zheng Feng, Zhiting, Leeying, Alissa, Zhi wei, Jia Hui.....
wait i realised smth. there's like 200+
i don wanna continue naming. but i love you.
haha and i must treasure the latest addition to my collection of wives.
Zhenghui n Nicholas. haha. they're nice people...
hope my daughter teejay have a goodnights rest yea.
omg.. i get so horny as i think of my many wives.. better end the post.
-bryn!
loving one and all..
