Thursday, April 05, 2007 at 8:29 PM
updates! (:
after soul-searching and most probably taking into consideration my actions commited in the past which saddengningly, have been offensive and unnessecary. here's to my dearest friend Qinghui. to start off, i'm gonna make a sincere apology to her.
Sorry Nicholas for all that i've done:)okay. i cant just stop at that sentence as i've promised to be sincere.
firstly. here's what went wrong.
under the influence of friends opinions of Nic which overcame me, i had a wrong impression of Nic. so its real bad to make wrong judgements of people. and this is the serious crime i commited which was the root of all problems caused. however, this is not all. i guess if one were to be sensible, he wouldn't badmouth/speak ill of her boyfren to her, as she would obviously yell him about it. BHAM! second mistake made.
Okay, and i'm not sure. but she may think i have ulterior motives treating her especially nice. but not to be sacarstic: i treat my other frens like such. just that i treated her as one of those better frens. maybe my actions and words irritated her to think otherwise. but thats what all sensible girls would feel. And so if i had wanted to express my frenship in a more appropriate way, I should make a conjecture after getting the facts right, instead of peaking ill of Nic without Evidence. so folks, learn from my mistake.
that's one way to be nice and sincere to frens.
maybe from what i seen and heard, i led myself to have a biased impression on qh's bf.
This all leads to Male Chivalry. so i should leave my fren's girlfren alone. and not sms-ing her on a daily basis. okay. it's average. but not really everyday. she might have mistook my frenliness as flirting. =X
hey, i must stick to my bhb self.
i wont wan to continue dragging further and further.
because i'm not a naggy man. I'm very sincere de. (bhb)
okay but. i must bear in mind this. if i had regarded Nic as my fren in a nice way, i oughtn't have misjudged him. to my other frens. this is no way to treat ur buddies(: thats damn backstabbish! *wonder if theres such a word in the dictionary*
i would like to request for a simple favour as my post comes to an end.
do not think too much about the spammers or have a bad impression of nic if u happen to do so.
ii cant say much about those spammers but, as for nic. He flamed me because he've been been accumulating that hatred since he heard of what happen. So i'm proud of myself that i learnt this lesson.
an 5th April shall be a faithful day for me to bear in mind.
to all buddies who ever misjudged me or hated me. SORRY! :)
and special apologies to qinghui
-bryn
