Tuesday, September 05, 2006 at 8:05 PM
POST TO ALL READERS!alright. i learnt that its time for me to take things in my stride. yeah, if not i can never get myself out of the mess i am in. I can't expect others to change so i should do so myself. If u really never ever liked me before, i dun mind. ( to everyone who knows me ) Obviously you have your own mind to think about it. Do hope all these while you knew that what i do was for good intentions. And i am really sorry if you've misinterprete my actions. Some of you who don't know me well enough thinks i am a big SUCK UP. and i do hope you'll be able to change that thought. I do whatever I intend to. Not to suck up to people. Be open to me ok? I am a real nice guy. So if u dislike me for you reasons. Feel free to tell me..ust do my best to change. And i also do want everybody to be well and happy.
Recently there's this thing that occured in my life. Its pretty small but i am unsure of what got it Big. See, if you're here reading this and you feel its a joke or you are already on someone's side. I dun mind if u click the cross up there. U may want to leave this place. However i would like to solve this problem. Ok let me be nice and speak this individually.
SEAN- Ok i am real sorry if you got affected by all the comments and remarks from your frendz- me and daren? yea. i know this apology's form me and i shouldn't blame daren bout it. so i'll assure you it would not happen. I hope you feel better now and i wun want you to keep it in your mind for long. this apology is sincere. So i shall really state what i feel. We may think you are gayish, girlish or faggotish. Haven't you thought that it was probably of how you acted. Ok i am not trying to hurt you further but just a friendly remark from me. i do hope we can be nice to each other again. No offense intended above.
PEISHAN- hey i am not sure if you really got wad i intended to express of myself. To come clean. I never got jealous or what as i din like you. People been spreading rumours about me and few others. I really dun wish to hurt you and i am sorry if my speech or any other manner has affected you. IF its me. i am sorry. if not, i can't do much. thanks for being with me for the past 9 months. I appreciate it and all. so erm. If you dun mind. Let's just be normal frendz or so. Ok?
SENIORS- all these while, it seems that you've been nice friendly and all to you. maybe its cause i am your junior. so if i have recently or ever disturbed you. I would like to apologized. Just tell me if you are disturbed okaiz? i dun wanna be a pain in the ass. Cause then, so much will happen. SiGh! Love you all dearly.
JESSLYN- alrite. you have been a nice fren there for me. Whether in times of difficulty or not. Like some other nice pals i met in DHs or my old school. yeah the times we shared were real nice. now i am not sure if also anyone out there is wearing a mask infront of me. I dun mind but i just do hope that no one states the untruth.
Ok.. now I have kinda post abit. So umm.. i jsut wanna start life anew ( if thats possible ) Cause i am aware that some things are hard to undo. SO sorries. whose fault izzit i dun mind. But on my part its only resposible for me to apologize. I have gave it a serious thought! Cause i dun want this to affect my life. If u can accept me, sure go ahead. If not, then so be it. you have your own mind to decide after all. And also just do think a little of how nicely i have treated and aided you in your work. I shall never let other ppl's comments come to affect me and neither do i hope they affect you. Lets hope these miseries ends here and so be it.
~ from ELF BUNNY ~
