Probably seconds till i puke again.
Friday, February 12, 2010 at 4:25 PM
can this be the two of us? (:
I'm home already.
and i'm totally not happy about being home this early.
not when the reason of me being home early is because i'm sick right-.-
puked 5 times already. someone please remove that evil curse on me.
i feel miserable. and i've puked too much that there's nth left in my stomach.
i can totally press it all the way in now. totally empty i swear.
it feels cool to touch lol, but i swear i'm feeling so uncomfortable i might just die.
maybe its stomach cancer ): i hate vomitting lo, i rather diarhoea.
at least wont taste it when the gross stuff comes out from my mouth. ew.
chinese new year eve is like tmr already, the restaurant dinner and all with relatives.
what a time to fall sick right. suay ttm.
and speaking of school, today was friendship day for us.
got a few cards and chocolates etc.
thanks to those who gave me something and special thanks to K2 OGLs!
really like the presents. and here's special credit to shermaine.
i like her idea of the heartshape bookmark. looks like a nice collar pin thing. ty!
if all things fail to make my day now that my stomach is dying,
failing today's GP test cause i was braindead and puked 3times in the middle of it
wouldnt make things any better at all.
on a lighter note.. thanks to mrkoh for giving me cookies.
and also me janelle ahma and serena took a polaroid together(:
and took a picture with godbro too.
i've blogged enough to kill me. too tired. too pain. god bless me):
Perfect Dedication.
Thursday, February 11, 2010 at 6:21 PM
be proud of yourself cause hardly anyone earns the honour for me to dedicate a post too.
especially when it aint your birthday or anything. oh wells, here's what i want to say.
its simple, You're Annoying.
not that i dont dare to type your name here, but you definitely know it yourself.
dont worry dhs people, you aint the person. its just some bitch outthere.
too bad you're not witty enough to argue back. and yes you're dumb.
you've denied it long enough, its okay if you cant accept it.if you're not, speak smartly.
irritating whore. and my x'mas present. must i beg you for one?
can't you even prioritise. its friendship day now then you give xmas gift.
what kind of friend are you. speak for yourself.
to think i thought that you were a good friend. you're nothing but a kid.
Friendship day celebration tomorrow,
and our first GP test which i'm not studying for as well as econs case study test.
will tomorrow be a good day? will ___ keep up to your promise?
will it be a happy day before CNY?
let me just wait and see. as for now, try irritating me and you will be ignored.
SOVA ahhh. Nude Vs. Naked. whats the damn differencecxz.
cxz aint twit. its like chua xian zheng :)
alright here's a little pic before i sign off to take a nap. and anyway...
for people who got nothing better up their ass but to gossip about others,
thats just too bad. maybe when you're of age you can go to a sexshop,
grab a dildo and fuck yourself. dont say i'm crude.
if you bitch about others or make-up shit or assume facts, you aint any better.
so run with me, run on the fields- away and far from the rest of the community.
bye.
Wardrobe Malfunction.
Sunday, February 07, 2010 at 4:49 PM
Damnit. I just screwed the codes of the sidebar
and i'm feeling too screwed to change the backgreound of the new skin.
well, I'm lazy for practically everything.
plus this feeling now is really crazy.
C r a z y.
I wish we could sit by the benches together, just the two of us. is that possible. Maybe you find me weird oflate, but maybe you just don't know how serious i am. Am i expressing my feelings in the wrong way.
I guess i'll sign off and start completing my sketches. you're worth it. but not so worth it for me to think of you while you're resting/busy/occupied with your own business. Just so maybe you'd see that i actually care alot for you then you really think, i dreamt of you last night. its not infactuation my dear, its a renewal of reality for me. i bet you dnt get what that means. but i'm not going to bother explaining it. the thought of me being alone right now just kills. its pain i swear.
Missin' you.
Saturday, February 06, 2010 at 10:16 PM
My personality:
I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.I like to fight.I have more enemies than friends.I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.I clean my room daily.
My appearance:
I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I’ve had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.
Relationships:
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.I’ve been in love more than two times.I believe in love at first sight.I believe lust is more important than love.
Friendships:
I have a best friend.I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.
Experiences:
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been on a train.I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.I’ve gone bungee jumping.I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.I’ve won an award.I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.Music:
I listen to country.
I listen to pop.I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.
Television:
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and like The OC.
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.
Family Life:
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.
Hair:
I’ve been brown.I’ve had streaks.
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black. (Have always been all the time)
I’ve been red.
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve had purple/pink.(sec1 hairspray!)I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had/want dreadlocks.
School:
I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
I’ve yelled at a teacher.I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.
I’ve failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.
I’ve been caught skipping.
I've everything but a TV person.
i've not blogged for a month plus.
didnt feel the need to although there were lots of great stuff to be blogged.
like new class, new people, our OGLs, kirin!, orientation, as well as daily events
which proved to be rather interesting. well, but ever since tweetdeck i practically
tweeted non-stop so i didnt really need to blog.
yet i thought i will reopen my blog again today so i can pen down my bloody ideas for art
now and then throughout the year and blog only when there's significant events.
school's been cool. not entirely though. sigh, i just wish i could see you right now.
would totally give anything to embrace you. 5pieces of art due on monday and tests coming.
how how. and this feeling inside me doesnt help at all. gotta let it all out.
我终于还是说了一句我爱,
你说不要爱上你.
因为你不是我理想中的那么伟大
你那么冷静, 忽远又忽近.
我知道我对你来说也许没什么.
我想我猜我问我终于了解.
原来为爱流的眼泪也是种甜蜜滋味.
只想爱你.
当我和你坐在一起就已经决定,
不看不听不问也不会放弃.
是你让我了解自己可以为爱那么坚定.
只想爱你
好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定究竟爱我还是逃避
Sorry我还是不会放弃爱你:/ i guess its better to go back to drawing and sketching.
bryn, fighting!
the End.
Thursday, December 31, 2009 at 5:24 PM
it's the last day of 2009.
lets put everything behind and start 2010 with hopes & all.
i'm only hoping that this is going to work fine.
love you all,
takecare.
gotta get ready for dinner now(:
festive shit!(:
Sunday, December 27, 2009 at 2:23 AM
Aw.
Christmas Eve
Christmas
&
Boxing Day
=
OVER. screww):
